Hehes... 2dae itz my birthday.. hehes... feelin reali happy after everyone's wishes... hehes...

Whole day began not veri good... Hahas.. once again... i overslept... Hohos... bt i was damn lucky 2dae... esther called my handfone to find out wher i am... hehes... i was still veri sleepy when she asked me to go to school immediately... hahas... itz was around 0717 bahs when i woke up... hahas.. damn late lah... when i reached school huiyi and cheow yean passed me my birthday presents... Hehes... winnie the pooh is ah yean give de... the "small dog" hahas... not bear... is huyi esther ah min cheryl phyphy waikai give de... hahas... NOT FROM NAN REN DE HORHS... Hahas... thanks gals... i love them veri much... hehes... nw they became good frens le wif another "small dog"... hahas.... Itz was damn embarrassing lahs.. to carry 2 big tingys around in school wif me... hahas




After we've finished our maths paper 2 and POA paper 1 ... i had my first singing competition... Hahas... i dun tink i'm goin to make it.. i was damn nervous lah... den my mouth keep shivering... hahas...i can hear tat i'm out in some parts of the song... damn depressed.. hahas... anyway... process is the one tat matters... hehe =) Hohos...


Itz was raining when the competition has ended... i haf nth to cover my presents... especially the dog... so i haf to take bus back to my dad's home.. again.. it wad damn embarrassing lah... everyone keep lookin at me... actualy nt me lah.. hahas.. the dog.. so scary...den around 7 i went to eat at pizza hut wif my jie... no one is free 2dae... hahas too much tingys happened in the family recently...


Hahas... drank 2 cups of strawberry fizz... jus love it soooo much... Plus... i'm reali thirsty for no reason... Lols...


Received alot of wishes and testimonials as well... Thanks everyone for makin me so happy and contented... LOVE EVERYONE LOTZ !!

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Where'd you go...

Where'd you go? I miss you so, Seems like it's been forever, That you've been gone.

She said "Some days I feel like shit, Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"I don't understand why you have to always be gone, I get along but the trips always feel so long, And, I find myself tryna stay by the phone, 'Cause your voice always helps me when I feel so alone, But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call, But when I pick up I don't have much to say, So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up, That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin', Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career, Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so, Seems like it's been forever, That you've been gone. Where'd you go? I miss you so, Seems like it's been forever, That you've been gone, Please come back home...

You know the place where you used to live, Used to barbeque up burgers and ribs, Used to have a little party every Hallowe'en with candy by the pile, But now, you only stop by every once in a while, Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time, Anything to keep the thought of you from my mind, I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way, You can call me if you find you have somethin' to say, And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up, That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin', Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career, Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so, Seems like it's been forever, That you've been gone. Where'd you go? I miss you so, Seems like it's been forever, That you've been gone, Please come back home...

I want you to know it's a little fucked up, That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin', Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses, For while you're not around, and feeling so useless, It seems one thing has been true all along, You don't really know what you got 'til it's gone, I guess I've had it with you and your career, When you come back I won't be here and you'll can sing it...

Where'd you go? I miss you so, Seems like it's been forever, That you've been gone. Where'd you go? I miss you so, Seems like it's been forever, That you've been gone, Please come back home... Please come back home... Please come back home... Please come back home... Please come back home...ck home...

went to help out at my auntie's shop 2dae... i dun tink wana go and help again...

actually i'm quite happy when i am over dere... saw tenchi de uncle he sae they goin to reopen 2dae... veri happily went to rent 11 comic books.. den after when i went to blade at the adventure park i saw him... wanted to call him... bt i tot the aunty beside him is his mum.. in fact i realise itz not when i saw dem walkin different direction after they crossed the traffic... i went to chase after him wif my blade... after i cross over... i found out tat hes gone... i dunoe which direction he went to... hais... went around to find him jus to sae 'hi'... bt... too bad... hehes... stupid mp3 make me feel so lost... when me li ben nu ren and oh no were playing... i fell down... the first tym when i had my roller blade on ... after tat went back to the shop... i waited to go home wif dem... bt it was lyk shit lah... i wad holdin 11 comic books on one of my hand and one pair of rollerblade on the other and wif one sling bag containin my books for revision... all 3 of the items i were carrying is lyk damn heavy lah.... den dunoe y... my aunties keep stopping to look at tings... does they noe tat my arm are breaking?? i quickly walk back home alone after we drop at the 229 bus stop... my left arm pain lyk hell lah... it wad injured be4... i tink the old injury came back again... my whole hand itz lyk... i canot move my arm at all loh.. it seems lyk i canot lift it at all... i feel so weak... nvm when i wanted to rest... one og my aunty who is sick asked me to on the fan for her... when the fan is lyk... so close her lah... she can switch it on jus by takin on step towards the fan... i nid to walk veri far in order to reach the stupid fan lor... and the pain in my left arm is killing me lah... eeeeeewwwwww.... I HATE IT !!! even a maid nid to rest when shes injured lors... wad am i??? an idiot?? shit...

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hahas... this post is actually for 4th of september.. hahas... i went out wif my jie... to Orchard after my tuition ... Lols.... she actually bought alot of clothes... everyone of dem cost more than $30 lors... rich man... hehes... bt she promise to buy me someting maximum $50... muahaha... mus remember to buy HORHS !!! hehe... =P we went to the neoprint shop in heeren... okie lor not bad.. hehes.... these are some of the pictures we took... hehe ...

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Early in the sunday morning... hehes me and huiyi went to support jerome for project superstar... alot of people over there.. hahas both huiyi and me too short den canot see veri clearly... met jiunny after awhile... haha dunoe hw to spell his name... we went around the whole toa payoh to look for food and his fren... not to forget... to waste tym oso... haha... everytime huiyi asks jerome when will be his turn for the audition he will sae "soon"... he said it for dunoe millions of tyms since 1 i tink... hahas... until 5 to 6 plus ... had a waffle wif huiyi at delifrance when we are waiting for him and his results... hais... dunoe y hes not in... abit sad.. hahas cos i tink he has a gd voice... hahas nvm nvm... den when i reached home liangwei told me tat he went into round 2 of the audition... wow.. he mus haf done veri well lah... i tink... wish him all the best... ORH YA... i saw my prince of tennis box 3 at ths TS in toa payoh... hais.. bt itz for rental.. they dun haf anymore of tat left... hehes goin to beg tat person to sell it to me.. i reali want it veri much..

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hohos... went out 2dae arnd 1 plus to mit amanda kaiqian ilyan and kaiwei to buy pow wee wee de present... hehe.. the ting we bought for her is reali cute lors... haha itz pooh pooh... den after tat when i reached home... huiyi ask me go kbox wif her and her godbro, jerome and his fren... hahas... tis 2 guys quite funny... canot stop laughin de... we sing sing sing all the way until 7 den we went to eat our dinner... hais not enuf money... onli 5 dollars left... hais they sae they wanna treat me... bt... i feel veri bad... i dun lyk havin a creditor or someting lyk tat nor i lyk people to treat me.. hehes anyway nez tym if gt chance to see dem again i will sure return dem the $$ de... hehes... dunoe y there is someting wrong wif my troat 2dae... suddenly canot sing veri loud... hais... abit sad... decided not to go for the singing competition... i feel tat i suck at singing... hehes

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woohoos... finished my 2 language prelim paper yest and 2dae... hahas... 2 burdens gone !!! hmmz... this thurs is tchers' day... me amanda and kaiqian to buy someting on fri for pww... hehess... i wonder wad we will be giving... nex week is the september holiday!!... to bad... i still haf to report to sch for amaths lessons... sobz... itz okie!! =) since itz MATHS... haha... after the holiday will be my prelims for subjects... hais reali nid to study veri veri weak subjects lyk hummanities and poa... hais sianz... nid to buck up for my amaths oso... i did veri badly for the past 8 months... sobz... the friday after the holliday is my........!!! muahahaha... a singing competition will be held on tat day tooo... dunoe if i shld join anot... hmmzzz.... a bit scary nehs... sumore itz durin the prelims... whoosh... 75% not goin to join bahs... cos no more supporters.. hahas... =p

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after a few days of stress... finally... a joke has arrived... muahahaha.... went down arnd 0930 lyk tat to blade... den i saw my sis... she sae she wanna wait for me to go up 2gether... after i finished roller bladin and buying drinks to keep for future 'use'... haha i ask her u if she wana blade... den she SAE YES.... haha... den when she wads roller blading... frm the back she look lyk a penguin which is trying to learn roller bladin on ice... dunoe y she so scared tat she will fall down... if u scared of someting u will never overcome de fear de aunty... haha...

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at first i tot... there is only one person out of 4 people in the world is currently lying abt sumting... apparently... all of 4 dem are lying... even the world's most honest person had lied before... but y... some people's lie will hurt me so much and cause me to feel so depressed... feelind so depressed... once again.. i cried in my room when nobody is at home 2dae... not knowing hw to stop the tears frm coming down... it jus come down on and on....decided to go for dance to release my stress... and luckily.. i did... feel more comfortable after dancing wif my juniors... gt to smile and laugh happily right frm the bottom of my heart... i tink without anyone... i can still live on... afterall this is my last year in this sch wif these people most probably... thus nid not care abt anyone anymore... jus continue living happyily... be as mad as be4...

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not a veri good dae 2dae... some bitch jus canot keep their mouth shut for no reason... sae wad i shldn ask the guy y keep comparing n i shldn 'chap'... the problem is i jus asked one question... hw stupid... wad abt her keep barking?? like a mad bitch?? when these words come out frm her mouth... i haf ALOT of tings to sae... y she keep acting big n wanted to be the middle man when me phyphy n waikai quarrel?? itz non of her business lor !!! wad the fuck?? she haf no right to tell me all these shit lor... bitch... damn irritated... i noe mayb u will see this post stephanie chia... jus keep ur mouth shut... i noe i shldn sae out ur name... bt i canot take it!! ssshhhhh!!! shutup!! nobody noes hw i feel... hw shity... argh..!! too much stress at one go... even frm my family... 2nd aunty had on-n-off fever for veri long le... goin months i tink... 2dae godmum keep reprimanding her... i noe she cares for her... but she shldn use in the tone such tat...tat will make my aunty became so aggitated... this will make my aunty feel more uncomfortable and sick de lor... she dun understand.. den i start opposing her den ask her to shut up... all of us were angry wif her... den she walked away... too many tings happened at one go... plus the stephanie shit... arghs... damn depressed...

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