woohoos... finished my 2 language prelim paper yest and 2dae... hahas... 2 burdens gone !!! hmmz... this thurs is tchers' day... me amanda and kaiqian to buy someting on fri for pww... hehess... i wonder wad we will be giving... nex week is the september holiday!!... to bad... i still haf to report to sch for amaths lessons... sobz... itz okie!! =) since itz MATHS... haha... after the holiday will be my prelims for subjects... hais reali nid to study veri veri weak subjects lyk hummanities and poa... hais sianz... nid to buck up for my amaths oso... i did veri badly for the past 8 months... sobz... the friday after the holliday is my........!!! muahahaha... a singing competition will be held on tat day tooo... dunoe if i shld join anot... hmmzzz.... a bit scary nehs... sumore itz durin the prelims... whoosh... 75% not goin to join bahs... cos no more supporters.. hahas... =p

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after a few days of stress... finally... a joke has arrived... muahahaha.... went down arnd 0930 lyk tat to blade... den i saw my sis... she sae she wanna wait for me to go up 2gether... after i finished roller bladin and buying drinks to keep for future 'use'... haha i ask her u if she wana blade... den she SAE YES.... haha... den when she wads roller blading... frm the back she look lyk a penguin which is trying to learn roller bladin on ice... dunoe y she so scared tat she will fall down... if u scared of someting u will never overcome de fear de aunty... haha...

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at first i tot... there is only one person out of 4 people in the world is currently lying abt sumting... apparently... all of 4 dem are lying... even the world's most honest person had lied before... but y... some people's lie will hurt me so much and cause me to feel so depressed... feelind so depressed... once again.. i cried in my room when nobody is at home 2dae... not knowing hw to stop the tears frm coming down... it jus come down on and on....decided to go for dance to release my stress... and luckily.. i did... feel more comfortable after dancing wif my juniors... gt to smile and laugh happily right frm the bottom of my heart... i tink without anyone... i can still live on... afterall this is my last year in this sch wif these people most probably... thus nid not care abt anyone anymore... jus continue living happyily... be as mad as be4...

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not a veri good dae 2dae... some bitch jus canot keep their mouth shut for no reason... sae wad i shldn ask the guy y keep comparing n i shldn 'chap'... the problem is i jus asked one question... hw stupid... wad abt her keep barking?? like a mad bitch?? when these words come out frm her mouth... i haf ALOT of tings to sae... y she keep acting big n wanted to be the middle man when me phyphy n waikai quarrel?? itz non of her business lor !!! wad the fuck?? she haf no right to tell me all these shit lor... bitch... damn irritated... i noe mayb u will see this post stephanie chia... jus keep ur mouth shut... i noe i shldn sae out ur name... bt i canot take it!! ssshhhhh!!! shutup!! nobody noes hw i feel... hw shity... argh..!! too much stress at one go... even frm my family... 2nd aunty had on-n-off fever for veri long le... goin months i tink... 2dae godmum keep reprimanding her... i noe she cares for her... but she shldn use in the tone such tat...tat will make my aunty became so aggitated... this will make my aunty feel more uncomfortable and sick de lor... she dun understand.. den i start opposing her den ask her to shut up... all of us were angry wif her... den she walked away... too many tings happened at one go... plus the stephanie shit... arghs... damn depressed...

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hohohos... 2dae is the last day of lunar 7th month... went home early frm sch and help my aunties to go to downstairs to burn the joss stick and the paper... 4gt wad iszit called.. hehes.. sorry... actually there is another reason y i dun wana go... cos.. i dun wana stay in sch for another minute... frankly speaking i feel tat i am totally not welcomed in the class.. and many people hated.. ah kuan tell me tat i am tinking too much le... i believed at first bt after alot of tingys had happened... i confirmed tat i wasn wrong to tink lyk tat...

ah kuan and ah ning are the people i trusted most in the class.. i reali dunoe wad will happen if someday... beta not... i found out tat they hates me... sometyms i reali dunoe wad i had done wrong... i noe tat i am short tempered... i tried to change.. bt the environment i am in forced me not to... i dunoe y... some people love to gif other people names... although everyone noes tat they are jokin... bt the problem is... people will gt hurt... and when u tell someone tat their hair... which jus cut by the barber the sch hired... veri messy and the back of it looks lyk someting.. the same person who said dem will complain tat u critcise dem... i reali dun understand the world... mayb i am still young and does not noe hw to face all this shit... bt i noe tat i reali cant take it... reali feel stressed abt everyting... iszit wrong to help someone who is being teased by other people?? iszit wrong to ask the person y they keep comparing someting wif someone when it will make tat person awkward?? am i too kpo?? will people sae tat i am heartless if i didn take any actions?? Will someone tell me please....?

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Lols... nth interesting happened... no jokes... no nth... until around 9 i went downstairs to roller blade and saw jan wif steph... hahas.. are they??? dun tink so lorz ... hahas...

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Yo~~ 2dae i had my O'level english oral... i tink i definitely flung my oral this tym... hahas.. no idea why i kept tokin abt giving birth durin the examination... haha... totally not link to the questions tat the examiners asked... hais...i was damn nervous when i was having the exam... heeeks.... i tink both examiners were shocked abt me " giving birth" during the exam... Lol... both of their faces looked so black...!! den the male examiner starts to laugh when i told them tat i wanna find a perfect man be4 age of 25 and den give birth to babies... hahahass.... Lol... i know tat i will do badly this tym.. hais.. Worst ting is...!! i actually tok abt clubbin when they askin me abt wad i tink a interesting future would be... hahas... i tink my sis passed her viruses to me... hohos... After clubbin ... i said to give birth again... hahas... Do i give birth be4 i am married?? impossible... hahahs... Lol... everyting jus went so wierd... funny and... ridiculous... Lols i am not a bian tai.. hahas...

After the oral examination i went for the "5 minutes" maths extra lesson and i went home straight wif my besties... hahas went to skate below me block for half an hour and went to bath... it feels so refreshing... hohos... What a day of "jokes" and enjoyment... Lols

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Having my O'level english oral tml... hais... i am feelin damn nervous... english is one of my weakest subject... after the release of my better language, chinese's oral's result... i find tat reali canot cope wif the pressure during the oral examination... hais... reali scared tat i will do badly tml... dunoe if i shld tok in long sentences tml...

2dae nehz... hmmzz.... did nth exciting... EXCEPT attending the attending the english lesson wif onli beekuan n Joanne Tan, our tcher.... lols... real quite without all the funny people around... hahas...

Finished watchiong my korean drama [ Princess Hours ] yest.. not bad... the show quite funny at tyms.. lols... bt y the guy i supported in the show , lv left wif his mother as if they are goin to the heaven... abit funny... Overall a nice show... hehes... higly recommended to people who are feeling bored... jus lyk me... hahas..

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Stickwitu

I don't wanna go another day, So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind. Seems like everybody's breaking up Throwing their love away, But I know I got a good thing right here That's why I say (Hey)

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Nobody gonna love me better I must stick with you forever. Nobody gonna take me higher I must stick with you. You know how to appreciate me I must stick with you, my baby. Nobody ever made me feel this way I must stick with you. I don't wanna go another day So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind. See the way we ride in our private lives, Ain't nobody getting in between. I want you to know that you're the only one for me (one for me) And I say

[Chorus]

And now Ain't nothing else I can need (nothing else I can need) And now I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me. I got you, We'll be making love endlessly. I'm with you (baby, I'm with you) Baby, you're with me (Baby, you're with me) So don't you worry about People hanging around, They ain't bringing us down. I know you and you know me And that's all that counts. So don't you worry about People hanging around, They ain't bringing us down. I know you and you know me And that's why I say

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hais... gt back my o'lvl chinese results 2dae... not satisfied at all... full of disappointment... I gt a B4 plus a merit... hais... reali dun understand why i did so badly... i expected at least a B3... hais... i cried in school 2dae... actually i wanted to hold back my tears tats why i went into the toilet... bt who noes when i called my sis outside the stupid toilet... i cried... even i was shocked.. i tot i could hold back my tears bt... i failed... alot of them came to console me.. and i feel blessed wif them around me... hohos...thanks guys...dun wanna cry in school again anymore.. so.. mus work harder..hehes... bt... the person whom i wanted to console me the most did not even care abt me... hahass... nobody noes whos tat... hehes except for me... hehes... After tat i went home to gt my clothes for the dance practice after the science paper one mock... haha the paper... hmmz... dun quite understand wad iszit tokin abt.. hahas... nvm... den i went for dance... i stepped in for not even half an hour Shah release dem le... hais... wanted to dance alot more in school since i will be leaving this year.. heiheis.. wanted to wait for phyphy n waikai to go home 2gether de... who noes... beside dem still gt one ****h... hais... spoiled my day...i dun lyk tat ****h... or to the extend of hating ****h... reali dun understand some of the tings in the world... hais...

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hohos... nth exciting happened 2dae... hehes... EXCEPT tat 2dae is THURSDAY !!! the results for Singapore Idol will be out at 0830... hohohoss.... phew~~ Joakim is not out 2dae... bt itz Rahimah !! haiss... no choice lah... everyone is good in this competition...hohos... bt why horhs... when shes out.. Joakim looked so depressed?? are they an item?? hohos... better not... hehes... Gayle is better for him.. heihei... ORH YA!! TML WE WILL GT BACK OUR CHINESE O'LVL RESULTS??!!! wa !! i feel so nervous !! hais sure die de... i tink i sure nid to retake the cos many pp sae tat the paper veri... dunoe hw to sae lahs... haiyo... so scary~~

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Everytings seems to be veri normal 2dae... Itz NATIONAL DAY so we had 2 consecutive holiday!! hohos... itz oso my mum's birthday ... so happy birthday to mummy...

I stayed at home for the whole day.. i actually wanted to watch the new VCD my sis bought recently... bt haiz... when i skipped to the last disc i found out tat my idol... the cutest guy in the show is plotting some evil tingys... hais so i decided not to watch in case the show tarnish his perfect image in my mind... hahas =p

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The whole National day's eve yesterday started wif a boring celebration in school... after the dunoe wad ceremony... everybody went to watch the students VS tchers matches at diff places.. our level went to watch the volleyball match... some stupid foreign accidently hit my back wif the ball... i didn blame him bt it was damn pain... all our us took alot of pictures... these are some of em' tat we took yesterday...

I went out right after school's boring National day celebration wif phyphy and waikai.... actually esther wana follow us... n i totally agree to her goin wif us until one stupid woman wana stick wif her lyk shit... i reali her to go wif us bt... too bad... i wun wana go away from my stand...

After tat me phyphy n waikai went for a movie CLICK... itz was damn funny n touching... all 3 of us cried at the end of the show... until the stupid main actor point his middle finger... hahas... we went shoppin around the whole marina square... wanted to go kbox at first bt... hahas.. all 3 of us except waikai 'pok' liaoz.. so we went to Anderson... wow... the hot waffle is damn nice lorz... wif my favourite cookies n' cream ice cream on top !!! yummyz... my 2 fav meis huiyi n yimin came to mit us... phyphy enjoyed so much when she gt herself her fav hello kitty's hand accessory... hahas.. she was lyk a small little kid who jus received a new barbie... hahas

Around 6 plus phyphy n waikai went hom... den the remaining 3 of us went to mit zhitao n jan... hahas... we went to watch the fireworks.. Lols den the place is lyk damn crowded... me n huiyi was starving lyk hell after the display... den all of us plus aliff went to find for food... every place haf LONG QUEUES !! den we walk walk walk n walk... haiz... almost died cos of starvation PLUS all our legs pain until lyk .... !!! hahas.. finally when we reached bedok inter.. me n huiyi went to the princess mac to eat... den we saw ivor they all... Finally we gt to sit down after a few hours of walking PLUS we finally gt to eat hehes...

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Haizzz... Another day full of ups and downs... After days ago THEY sacked yitze frm dance... reali dun understand y lorz... iszit becos her hair too long?? but even our principal oso didn sae anyting when she saw her... Sumore still gt other pp worse than yitze lorz... i tink tcher too bias le.. She dun even wanna gif her a chance.. Until now she still dun wanna let yitze to rejoin... haiz.. THE CLUB IS GOING TO COLLAPSE ANYTYM !!!

2dae went to interchange right after my extra classes to mit phyphy n waikai... We went to buy the red clothes for the NATIONAL DAY tml... haiz... After buying it we decided too add on a PLAIN white tie... No idea wher bedok is so small... We all over the interchangeto find this small little tingy... After a few hours of searching we finally found one cute little piece of cloth tat is similar.. and we can finally rest our minds and go home... Overall quite happy !!

Who noes... when i reached home my stupid aunty scold me for nth... when i sat down opn the chair beside her and started singing... she actually scold me for singing the same sing everyday !!! THE PROBLEM IS this is the first tym i sang this song at home !! Hw could she have possibly heard this be4??? She kept quite after i argue wif her... Den she asked me to go n wash my leg... cos she complained tat my leg gt smell~~ when everyone besides us didn smell anything... i went to wash when she went to keep someting... Den when she came back she shouted at me and asked me y didn i go to wash my leg... Luckily my 2nd aunty help me to tell her tat i've washed areadi !! Den she kept quite again.. AFTER TAT !! she saw my cup on the stupid table AND she start to complain again.. haha everynone who noes me should noe tat i am short-tempered... i quickly shouted at her to fight for my rights.. she ACTUALLY sae tat i MUS LISTEN to her since i am staying at her house!! I was damn fustrated !! hahas... no one stopping me... I SHOUTED :" This is not ur house !! Itz my grandma's !! U wanna me to move away jus ask my grandma to find me and ask me to do so lah!! "... hahas everyone start to ask me to relax cos... my grandma passed away long ago areadi !! hahas sumore itz the lunar 7th month now... hahas I', shocked tat i've said tat too... phew real eerie.. hahas

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Haiz... another boring day ... went straight home after the stupid tuition... damn boring... keep doin the chemistry book non-stop...all the question is lyk...!! WOW damn difficult lorz... people who noe me well will noe tat i am bad at memory work de... so even i haf done those stupid questions before... i canot rmb veri clearly de... so sumtym when the stupid eric force me to rmb those stupid... i felt so stress.. not my fault oso mah...

After i reached home... nth to do at all... even i haf homework... i dun feel lyk doin at all... cos i hate schooling... Everyday the school starts so early then ends at evening or nite... itz lyk.. totally no tym for rest.. sumore they still gif us hmwk n expect us to hand in the nex day... lyk mad lah... i rather to day dream than do all those stupid homeworks... hehe so i decided to take some pictures alone.. haha so pathetic...

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Nothing special 2dae... yest. den rmb tat phy haf to do hmwk for tuition.. hahas... in e end.. she haf to do more than wad we received 2dae... hahas.. i almost kena killed by her.. woots.. A small chemistry test by eric next sat... me n phy is goin to die!!
Anyway... the superband finals at nite... abit disappointed.. although i supported both of em'.. bt i prefer Soul more.. hahas.. more shuai... Most importantly... THEY CAN DANCE VERY WELL !!! guys who can dance are REALI REALI REALI cool... hahas... Will there be any record company that will sign contract wif them?? I wish there are... haha...

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Let me treat this as the first post ever in my life... A lot of things have happened recently in scchool... no matter if it is unhappy or happy thingy... we had our prefect's investiture yest. afternoon... n it will be my last investiture... alot of us start crying when mr chan tell us abt wad he feel.. after tat our junios surprise us wif a cake tat they bought... it reali touches my heart... Thank you all lotz... my lovely juniors...I will not forget u all after i leave the school... Our head prefect cheowyean oso made video whch showcast wad happened in our 4 yrs of school in prefectorial board... I start crying when i saw the stupid Firdaus face... hahas... no offence... Many tingys start to flash back until Ms Rubiah ask us to go down to the canteen to host the invited guests....

Some of pictures we took yest....




Haha... my face is forever red red de... no choice... My 2 besties beside me before the whole ceremony has started...Radhia borrowed my blazor... haha... Anyway itz so hot wif tat stupid shirt...









Poor Cheowyean... Head prefect of 2006 n 2007... Our juniors smashed creams on her face... Lol... Her face is as red as mine... woots... noe her since kindergarden.. hahas felt sorry for her... lols...










My 2 Besties took fotos wif my godbro junhong n weechew... hehe of cos... i am the cameraman... ermz... camerawoman... hahas

Overall... A very happy n memorable day... Having all those unwillingness n happiness... hehe... Juniors all e best !! Orh Ya !! NOT TO FORGET!! we saw a very cute guy frm one of the invited schools... hahas... Everyone loves him... Lols


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